It has come to my eyes
That I'm drowning in the drink
This new year lays ahead
And my brain can't begin to think
On all the passing adventures
With those still sure to come
Ten thousand paths to walk
Can make the hefty sum
So I give you my beggars advice
Though the words are daft and soiled
But listen! Listen!
Lest my thoughts be further coiled
Let your houses be merry
Your wives and daughters too
Breathe in that beautiful air
And float through the world anew!

When our eyes see the light of ten thousand suns
And hell becomes the land in which we reside
Do not scream at gods for your mistakes
We all saw the coming tide

I was raised to believe my God was man
A stern hand and strong voice from heaven
Sunken face with cold eyes
Yet how could he give life?
Hard hands meant for war and plague
No, I think there lies a Goddess
Mother to us all
Giver of life and love
Her fair hands to guide us
My goddess doesn't revel in war
She doesn't kill with hatred
This Goddess is the light in the dark
My Goddess welcomes all with open arms

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My siren song I sing so sweet
To carry you with barren feet
Across the sand and into sea
Where you can't help but drown with me

The poison seeps into the wound
Like ghastly fumes from within a tomb
Slowly, yet persistent it always feeds
Into a heart of trouble it would seem
Those that spread it, I fear don't know
Of the grief and pain, they deftly sow
Simple words they've been taught
As though it were hatred that they sought

The burning girl cares not.
The pyre beneath her shall wash away her shame
Flames to cleanse her soul

Broken little bird why don't you fly?
Ride the highest winds within the sky.
Have your ragged feathers lift you proud,
Beat your tattered wings against the ground
Broken bird why can't you fly?
Soar again within the sky.

Seven days I've been at sea
Seven days drifting in this ocean
Seven days I've been in the drink
Seven days to drown you or I

Taco Bell
And mild depression
The perfect Wednesday completed

Figment of my inner thoughts
Unreal desire I urge to be true
I hold my breath ignoring the air
As I wait for you
For you

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Every day
And every night
I wither
For no reason
Other than my apathy
And my fear
I used to be a warrior
Blood in my teeth
Screams on my lips
But now I am broken
Limbs bloodied and weak
The blood in my mouth is my own
And my eyes grow dark

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Father forgive me for I have sinned
Forgive me for I am not the light of my namesake
I cast no beauty upon the land
Only obscure in shadow and arrogance
Forgive me Father
For I feel nothing towards you
I do not hate, or fear, nor love
You created me as a monster
A warrior with no homeland
No cause to die for
Forgive me Father
I have seen these light chains that bind me
I have felt the cuffs begin to chaff my skin
Father forgive me
For I am not your daughter

A quiet partner follows where once you walked
A shadow that mocks my moves
Showing my failures, my faults, my frailty
And yet I took this path for you
Commanded you not to follow
For in front of you lay meadows and sun
And before me are thorns and weeds
I hope one day you'll understand
But your tears will always burn my skin
Where only your warmth is craved

If I was a musical note,
I'd be the minor to sadden
A shadow of a note you know,
Missing the warmth within
Reminiscent of something powerful,
Yet I sink your soul with my presence

After the Scripture
We started to pray
But no higher power heard our cries
No prayer received
Hysteria overtook us
And our backs we turned
That higher power
With deaf ears
Shall receive no love of mine

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Shall I sing of your beauty
Or praise your elegance
Speak volumes of your skill
Drown others in your tales
Better yet I'll whisper of your arrogance
Laugh at your hidden flaws
Scream from the rooftops your ignorance
As you stare at me from broken mirrors

I find myself somewhere strange with you
A mountains peak lying within a deep crater
Sideways glances prove your eyes sense it too
Our lips refusing our ears to cater
The path downward leads certainly away from light
To the exit we'll surely lose sight